last night, I learned to breathe.

 Assignments have been catching up with us pretty quickly. The other day Bella went to class with swollen eyes. When I asked her what the matter was, she said she had been crying the night before because she was so stressed about all the work that needed to be done, but there was just no heart in getting it done. I guess everybody is getting burned by the heat right now. It sucks.

When Ayie came that day and invited me to go play bowling with him and his friends, I was very very very tempted. I badly needed to get away from this place for a while and have fun. I was tired of the place and I was just tired about being tired about it. But I was sick, and we had a test the next morning. So if I went, I'd probably be too tired to study when I came back and I can probably kiss maintaining my 3.50 right where it is goodbye.

The next morning, I already had my stuff packed and ready to bring to class so we could go straight home right after, but Ayie called me that morning saying he was going to go see his girlfriend in Damansara later that day so he could drop me off home if I wanted. I just couldn't decline the offer.

After lunch, he called saying that he and his friends were planning to watch a movie, and then he would send me home after. I was worried I'd be sniffling through the movie and people would think I was crying to an action movie (we were supposed to be watching Conan) but I would be troubling him if he had to come back and pick me up so I tagged along anyways.

I had a wonderful time though.We ended up not watching Conan instead cz the tickets were too late so we went to karaoke, which I think was way more fun that watching a movie. His friends were really nice to me too and didn't mind me being there at all. Izzah had an amazing voice and Kesum wouldn't stop it with his gay moves-_-"

My plan was to just sit quietly in the corner like a well behaved little rabbit and watch everyone else sing their hearts out but the first song itself got me singing along. Fuck You. Who could resist? I needed to sing my heart out too. I had fun. Even though I have officially lost my voice this morning, it was well worth it.

Thanks Ayie, I needed  this :D