Sometimes, being too long with someone can make them see right through you. The stuff that once made them think you were amazing, are not so amazing to them anymore. Now you're just ordinary, just like any other out there.
It would be a lie to say that I didn't think all these, that I didn't feel as if he's finally gotten bored of me.
Today, after spending half a day in school sweating under the hot sun for the Klinik Hoki Perdana, I looked scarlet and was as burnt as toast, I felt sweaty and sticky like I had been wrapped in a pair of giant sweaty gym socks, and I probably smelled like one too. In other words, I was hideous. But, despite looking (and smelling) like a sunburned zebra, in his car on the way back from school, he suddenly held out his hand to me for me to hold.
To me, that's enough to say a lot :)
you make me feel a little bit prettier.
oh oh ohhhh,
ReplyDeletei like this kind of feeling :)
Hatiku berbungaaaaa-bunga.