kissing you.

This is Wally the Whale. Hes got barnacles all over him. That's what those sequins and beads are. I made him last night when I couldn't sleep thinking very hard about something. I needed something to keep me busy you see.  I think it would be cool to be a whale. To live in the ocean. Just floating away. Nothing can hurt you, you're the biggest thing there. Nothing surrounds you but water, and you can't drown. The ocean is such a beautiful place. I mean, what can be more beautiful that watching the waves as they bob up and down peacefully, somehow as if they're dancing as they slowly move towards the shore only to be pushed back into the blue. But they come back. Every single time, they come back. I think there's nothing more beautiful than the way the ocean kisses the shoreline no matter how many times it's been sent away...

Bella came over yesterday. She dropped off her belated birthday present for me and borrowed a couple of Jodie Picoult books. The present (or presents rather) were two uber cute oreo cupcakes placed in a pretty little box topped off with a yellow ribbon. The cupcakes tasted amazing! I remember drooling over a picture of them in her blog once, it was a long time ago. I asked her for the recipe but mine didn't turn out quite as yummy as hers did so imagine how elated I was when I got to taste them when she made them for me! I ate one and kept the other in the fridge for later but when I came back that night, it was gone! Some cupcake stealer must have gobbled it up! :(

 

my birthday cupcakes! yummeh!

The results came out the other day. I am not very happy with mine but I thank God I didn't fail anything. I was so worried about Teaching of Writing. If I fail a teaching subject, I wont be able to go out for practicum with my friends, and being left behind would be the saddest thing ever. I'm just really worried because my pointer has been like a roller coaster since I started degree. It can be 3.20+ one semester (usually the sort semesters) and then skyrocket to a 3.70+ the next, and then crash back down to a 3.30+ and then up again the next. You get my point. It's frustrating and immensely nerve wrecking. I've barely got my head above water for my CGPA right now and I do not want to drown next sem so God help me.

I've been test driving for the past month. I'm trying to brush up my driving skills for practicum but it's really tough when Ina keeps taking the car back to the hospital. Just a couple of weeks ago did Abah get the RF ready for her so now the RF belongs to her so she can take that back and Balqees and Me can get the MyVi to practice at home! But still, I've only driven to Giant, around Seksyen 13 and TTDI Jaya. Every time Mum wants me to go test drive by sending her to work or when we go to Sunway to get my photos developed, Abah takes the MyVi, so Mum ends up driving the Unser -___-"

Oh, I got two rolls of film developed the other day. I got them back today! One roll I'm not very satisfied with, but the other one I think I like better. Here's a sneak peek at a few. Sorry for the unprofessional-ness!

 

 

  I love this picture most. I think these two horses are in love. They kept nudging and rubbing each others noses and face even though they were in different stalls in the stable :)

Oh, and also, I cut my hair. Finally after so many delays! I've been feeling like a gorillas chest for sometime already (eww..) It's not short, Its supposed to be short but somehow it's not. idunnowhatthehecktodo -___-"  Maybe I'll go for another haircut some other time.


I don’t think you ever really do fall out of love with someone. You just get used to them not being around.