homesick.

It only 11:13 and I'm overcome with this feeling of sadness. It's only the first day I'm back. Not even a full day yet even, but already had a peek at the timetable. I'm lying on my sheet-less bed trying to figure out how double up the use of my comforter as a pillow without pulling it up too high that my feet are left half naked. It's cold tonight, and I'm a teary mess. Across the room, Ede is lying asleep wrapped in my bedsheets without a pillow or comforter. I hate you Unisel for making us wait till TUESDAY to get our stuff from the dewan. I hate being here again. Memories of last sem keep flooding back... the feelings... I don't want them anymore. Neneks' words keep ringing in my ears. I have to go back. I want to go home. I want to go home right now. Mum, Abah, please can you come get me now pleasee :'(