time can do so much.

hello people! hello homeeee :)

Around 4 in the afternoon, I called Abah and told him I wanted to go home. And he said, "ok, lepas asar Abah terus datang" And just like that, he came. I love my dad ♥

When we got home, I dumped my stuff in the living room and went to give Nenek hugs and kisses. Then, walked into the kitchen as saw Hidayah baking chocolate chip cookies so I grabbed a couple went upstairs to change. At dinner, we only had plain bubur nasi because Abah wasn't feeling well but it tasted great, and I think it was because I was eating it at home with my family. Who needs seasoning! :D

After dinner, I scooped Albert from his cage (he's so big now!) and went to watch TV. He started screaming at first and I was so worried if I let him go he would run around the house pooping everywhere but after stroking him for a few minutes he calmed down and even sat quietly on my shoulder and watched TV with me! What a good little chicky he is.

Of course after that I had to go shower. And later on, I went to lay down on the bed for a while and without realizing it, passed out till 12.30am just now. Now I'm up, full of energy, with nothing to do -___-"

Today being the last day and all feels pretty sad. But don't mind me. I feel like this every semester. I get overwhelmed with this sadness. I guess I've grown quite an attachment with these people. They've been my support system for quite a while its gonna be hard when this is all over. When I get stressed out about workload and stuff, a session with them gets me feeling positive again, like a power boost to keep going. When I get upset about a guy, they help me calm down and rationalize things so I don't go crazy and start assuming the worst. And when phucked up things happen around us, we go through it together so things don't feel so shitty anymore.

Since next semester would be our last semester before we go out for practicum, we've been planning loads of stuff together. Picnics, vacations, etc. I hope we do go through with these plans. It would be awfully nice if we get to make such memories to last us a long time.

Talking about making memories, I've been planning to do just about the same thing with him. There have been many things we've been planning together but never got the chance to do. There just hasn't been much time. Hopefully there'll be time to do each and ever one of those things on the list.

We never got to say goodbye the other day. He had to go in a hurry. I don't mind though. It's been like this nearly ever semester. I'm starting to think he's not so good with goodbyes. Or maybe he just hates them. Oh well, there's nothing good about goodbyes anyways, right?

I found myself replaying all our favourite memories of us - the stolen glances, the stifled laughter, the short moments we had just to ourselves. And when your eyes met mine, you smiled because you knew.