ice-cream sandwiches.

I don't remember this picture being taken. I think I was too young to remember. Or maybe I was too happy.. But mum said this was the day we went to check out Ina's new Nursery. Mum said I used to cry every time they dropped her off until the teachers let me stay. So even though I was too young I got to go to nursery with her sometimes. I remember that. Things were just so much simpler back then. I wish we could turn back the time.

She started work today. She has been busy all morning settling in her new place and had to start work by afternoon. She just called a few minutes ago to tell us that she's going to Johor to assist a patient tomorrow morning. That's just nuts. For some reason, I feel horribly sad. I know I've been teasing her the whole week telling her to get prepared for the beginning of the end of her life but it feels horrible to know that we're gonna be seeing even less of her now. When I went to teman her to do some last minute photostatting at Dincy store, she kept forgetting her things. I kept having to run back into the house, to the car, and back to the store to get her documents/car keys/money. She said she was so nervous about starting work her mind was just going blank altogether *kinda sounds a bit like me when I get nervous don't ya reckon?* So in an attempt to make her feel a little better, and to make up for the teasing, I told her, "just look on the bright side, at least you're gonna get lots of money!" She solemnly replied, "sometimes, it's just not worth it..."

Well Ina, I hope saving lots of lives would be :)




It's always sad when someone leaves home, unless they are simply going around the corner and will return in a few minutes with ice-cream sandwiches.