fine, with or (without) you.

I've finally decided (ok I kinda made this decision a little while ago actually), I'm not going for that facilitator thing. I am having too much fun doing nothing and staying away (far far away) from all that bullshit that happens around campus. Not that it doesn't get tough here once in a while and I know it doesn't make much sense but when I’m there, it’s: wake up pissed, go to class pissed, eat pissed, go to sleep pissed, and it’s like that shyt is on loop. Here, I wake up happy, dowhateverthehelliwantallday happy, eat happy and sleep happy, and this stuff happens everyday. Now who wouldn’t want to be happy all day everyday? Yeah, well, you answer that yourself. And if you still don’t think that’s a good enough reason for me to stay, well, I haven't found a single stress induced bump on my hand at all this holiday. Which means, this time, I don’t have to come back with my hands all patched with bandages looking like a tak ckup kain mummy. Yippie!

Oh, I just found out something which made my blood boil. I’m not going to say much about it cz I was having a great day so far and I’m not gonna let some teeny weeny piece of shyt ruin it. But I would just like to say that people are getting tired. And sometimes, when people get hurt or disappointed of feel like they’ve been taken for granted and treated like shyt, people give up. They shut themselves down and pull themselves away from everything and everyone that’s been hurting them. It’s human nature. A perfectly normal human reaction so stop blaming other people, and for once, just once, take look at yourself first. Because maybe you’re the one whose been hurting them in the first place?

Oh, my craving for nasi minyak was finally put to rest when I got to stuff my face (don’t imagine that) thanks to Qistina’s who invited us for her brothers wedding at her house earlier today. Madil, Jack, and I went together. It was nice, well, except the being bullied by them every 5 minutes and not knowing the way (that’s my fault for not memorising the way to Bella’s house which is around the same area), and not being able to go watch Transformers after that but it was still fun! Qis was awfully nice and still made time to sit and chat with us in between the running around meeting and greeting and stuff. We had cendol and ice-cream (served there) too! Oh, and we got pictures with the bride and groom (cz madil and Jack told Qis that I wanted to take pictures with them and the pelamin cz apparently to them, ‘that’s what girs do’) -_-“ But they got pushed into the picture too. Hehe... We went to Jusco Klang later after cz Jack badly wanted to go watch Transformers but I had to go back early cz we were going to go see Ina again after maghrib, and besides, when we got to GSC, the line was wicked long anyways. So we just tried some free salted popcorn and walked around for a while and then headed back to Bkt. Jelutong. Oh, got terribly lost for an hour getting back (totally my fault again). But thank God we found our way back, haha.. I had a great day with them and I wouldn’t mind doing this again with the rest of the gang too next time just as long as they don’t suddenly show up in front of my house without any warning again and expect me to be ready!(Im gonna kill them for that!) Haha...

Okay, since the pictures are with Qis and Jack, this is the only picture I have of us. It's a pretty old and rusty and kinda weird one but I guess it will have to do for now. haha...

Life is an awful ugly place to not have friends...