So we beat on. Boats agains the currents, fighting with high tides.

Mayon: Hello!
Me: Hi! eh, gimmie a sec I'll call you back. Battery fon ni nak mati dah!
Mayon: takmau!
Me: kejap!
Mayon: takpe I cakap laju-laju!
Me: -_-"
Mayon: idekatpunccakalamnionmywaybacknantilaludepanbukitjelutongso.. *battery dies*
Me: What?

-_-"

He was at Puncak Alam on his way back and wanted to meet up for a while so I met up with him at a mamak. We chatted a while and he told me about Hong Kong and Disneyland. He said he got me something but didn't bring it cz he didn't plan on seeing me today but he got to get off from work early and was going past my place so thought he'd drop by. Oh, but he gave me an MU jersey, he said he got it free and it was too small for him so he gave it to me. Though it is one size too small for me too (I dunno what is with his gifts of clothes too small for me) lol, but I appreciate it all the same. He also said he though of giving it to me cz he though it was an abomination I even possess a Liverpool t-shirt. LOL. Honestly though, It's never bothered me. I don't watch football anyway. Haha... Anyway, he had to rush off for friday prayers after that.

This morning, I met up with Dura and Danny. It was just for a while though, I had to get back early cz Syapik and Syadit were coming so I had to help with stuff at home. I still have Joee to see though. It's been ages since our last meet up at KLCC. I hope I have time next week but I hardly doubt it.

So, to sum up the whole semester break, well, it's been... blah. I dunno, I didn't get to go teach at that kindergarten cz the barely one month break wasn't qualifying enough. I just went and took a look around the place. But she (mums friend) said if I ever get a longer break, I can come look for her. When ever will that be, I wonder.
I haven't gone out much either. If you notice, I have a blog post for every other day. Does that prove how much of a loser I am? But my cousins have been making frequent visits, so it's never that much boring here at home anyway. And nenek (Abah's side) sleeps over alot cz Abah has been taking her to the doctor for surgery and check-ups and stuff. Sometimes I go with to teman her. But her eye sight has been deteriorating so I kinda have to watch her every move when she's over here cz she kinda has to feel around too get about.  Poor nenek.

Oh, I've been working on this project for someone. I can't tell it here cz it's a secret so shhh! but I do hope they like it. I'm done with the first batch, I just have another two to go. No, It's not my horrid tasting cookies, so don't worry. Haha! But I did learn how to cook crabs the other day, and I'm proud to say it was a success! Hehe... People gobbled it up but I dunno if that was due to me cooking it, or rather the freshness of the crabs itself (they were live crabs!), or simply because everybody loves crabs. Haha...

I've also been practicing my almost non-existing guitar skills but I gave that up a little while ago. Just wasn't feeling like it. And I've been working on a few poems which I think are all too ugly and horrid-sounding to post but I dunno, if one gets post-worthy, maybe I'll post one here soon.

So, it's only a few more days till I'll be off to campus again. In someways, I do wanna get back to campus quick. I miss them girls, and can't wait to get into more trouble and create more mayhem with them. Hehe.. I'm both anxious, and terrified of the new subjects. I'm a little excited to do better this sem. New sem, new resolutions I suppose, but who knows if they'll ever be carried out anyways... and then there's theater to worry about of course and somehow the fact that's it's nearly the end of the year worries me for some weird reason. And also, I wanna get back quick because I've been missing that someone. Yes, I know I've been saying the same thing over and over, and it's starting to get pretty old and boring, and you're prolly sick and tired of hearing it (leave now if you're feeling nauseated). But I haven't got tired of feeling it. Not yet anyways. Heck, I feel pathetic even talking about it right now because what does it matter anyway. It doesn't matter. I wish there was a more elegant way of saying I miss you. But for a lack of a better phrase, I miss you. I really do.


I hope things work out for you. I hope you'll be okay soon.

Well, time stops for no one, it keeps moving, some things change. and sometimes, over a period of time, people change too. I'll be ready for change.

I have to be ready for change.


Beginnings are usually scary, and endings are usually sad … but it’s everything in between that makes it all worth living.